Golden letters to you, Dad!: A poem

I live in the night to feel the insight

of a profoundly incandescent inner light

where the substance of ether comes round in flight

a plasmic memory glues to mind like a beauteous respite

I believe destiny has its own way of giving your sacrifice its requite

And past is a photorealism, it comes in cinematic rheo and rhyme

Like there is no stopping the reverse flow of time

in a reality of dreams where everything becomes apparent

and the eventide itself feels like a glorious advent

You may as well understand the vision of Janus

in the imagery of salient love manifesting from the temple’s Omphalos,

where perception is like a protection to past, present and future; as if it were your omnibus!

This is no evanescent night, no prelude, no requiem, but a hymnal perpetuity

that lives at the back of memory, and clothes the subconscious intelligence

were it to take us all to the mutuality of each of our desired ends

And yet, the ends are beginnings in the continuum of the rendition a Universe rents

I choose to pick up all the pieces of memory like a jigsaw of verses

Their fragments are not ephemeral chimera but long-staying animated mementos

I am prudent not to want to live in a blockhouse like fearsome men

If prudence is wont to restrain violence like my country (India) that sustained relentless invasions

and found its identity in a posterity, even after divisions, through mighty patience!

Dad, aren’t we just like this – bounded, but with fractal incidence

You know how subjugation at the hands of evil cannot blind providence

Such faith and belief does not have to subsist on evidence!

And even if I am tethered, now, I am not weathered, I am not shattered!

There is a sustenance in patient love that sees the narrow tortuous roads bettered!

Dad you will always be my Dad and son, which is a dictum, by the universe, golden-lettered!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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