You know, I do not know much about practicality!
Like as if I was a slip of foam that fell unceremoniously
out of the vast ocean. I am like a periphery of reality!
What do you do at the edge of light, when there is
only darkness you can perceive, do you see your
reflection better? Like Judi Dench losing her sight,
and laughing about it! You know, sometimes my only eye
that can see, hurts terribly; but that’s the least of my
pains; because I’ve known terrible pain all along; and this pain,
however monstrous it was, taught me to laugh, taught me to
see everything with humour, even those contraptions of cruelty,
that call themselves humane and make me feel like I was
a piece of sky destined to fall into oblivion and dust. But I have no
illusions, for I had no expectations of wanting! You know they (the evil)
have illusions of the sky, the sea, the earth. That is why they cheat, indulge
in chicanery, use their power to bully and intimidate, and worse use
false propaganda to beguile the whole world! What have I got to lose,
when everything that was mine was taken away at the onset! People
call me egoistic because I don’t wish to sell my honour, dignity and
integrity to the evil, so must I suffer immense torture, traitorship and
treachery for it. If I am defeated, I want the evil to know that I am always
victorious out of my selflessness and sacrifice. It is they who are defeated because
they were prepared to lose all their scruples! I am never afraid. NEVER! NEVER!
I am never a victim, even if everyone unjustifiedly works against me! I am everlastingly whole!
