Anne Grey Sexton, your beautiful confessionalism looks stoic, just like my brave self-narrative!: A poem 

Do poets share sometimes a twinning as also a contrariness in their ambiguous ambivalence(?)?  Like a hearse slowly pulling away in its aloneness (and freedom?); does a corpse   feel alone in death or finally freed? Like the blackness of the vehicle that takes it  into its sombre grave to be buried into an earth (or into an unimagined dimension more palpably expansive and   intense?). What do we think is death? Is it a moment of sobriety, that reflects on theContinue reading “Anne Grey Sexton, your beautiful confessionalism looks stoic, just like my brave self-narrative!: A poem “

In my scruples, I have not the conundrum of Sylvia Plath’s fig tree: A poem 

I have no paint on my face, though I’ve been clowning  and acrobatting in a cirque de soleil, where even the   Sun has little to cheer about! And the audience is perpetually  dismayed, yet keen observers. I am sitting on the crotch of a fig tree  that is asking for me to shake it down, so that all the fruit come Continue reading “In my scruples, I have not the conundrum of Sylvia Plath’s fig tree: A poem “

LeoTolstoy, Introversion, Extroversion and Existence; markers and pivots, War and Peace!: A poem 

What are the markers of life, as you float  in aspiration, constructs narrated by a society  of norms that convince you to believe in them.   When religion fails you, and faith seems possessed   only by the need to achieve that this should be the ultimate fate you live for!  You carved out singularly sensitive tales of human life,   brought forth by your own creative soul; butContinue reading “LeoTolstoy, Introversion, Extroversion and Existence; markers and pivots, War and Peace!: A poem “

Jashmina, I thought Sylvia Plath would resonate with you!: A poem 

Do you know Jashmina, there can be no life  in hating and vengeance; but submitting to  evil is certain death! You should understand  what I am trying to tell you? So, suffering that   comes from belief is not a crime against one’s  honour; but the fighting bravery of retaining it!  Did you know Sylvia Plath hated her father?! She  never forgave him to her dying day, when she  committed suicide! And she triedContinue reading “Jashmina, I thought Sylvia Plath would resonate with you!: A poem “

Dear Sylvia Plath, do you think wishing for everything or nothing; either can take away the loneliness?: A poem 

Dear Sylvia Plath, I see you walking in an autumnal sunrise  wishing; and then, that you hadn’t bothered wishing, after all,  Because you could tell that everything you wished for  was an evaporation, nothingness. Since you already knew  there was a completeness in expecting nothing from anyone.   I could say, you become God in your belonging to yourself.  I heard you plead to theContinue reading “Dear Sylvia Plath, do you think wishing for everything or nothing; either can take away the loneliness?: A poem “

Don of La Mancha; and the windmills were a watery deluge!: A poem 

Would you believe that I am an illusionist as much   as I am fed by illusions? Would you have my powers to  discern blindfolded and deluded, then? I have never just begun to realise  the dichotomy of my love and loyalties, or the perversion of my spiritedness,  the manipulation of my thoughts, words and deeds to suit treachery   I have understood in myContinue reading “Don of La Mancha; and the windmills were a watery deluge!: A poem “

Please Sartre, Camus, no existentialism for me!: A poem 

Would you think the flowers in your garden all bloomed  regardless of the season. Or you ever cursed when the   storm broke over your home, and you were left with a loss  of life or value as just an accident; that you begin to realise   that life and death are not just pennies of providence without meaning.   Have you realised that you hadContinue reading “Please Sartre, Camus, no existentialism for me!: A poem “