I claw the fields of the night, fast in flight,
those pictograms shafting through the clouds
and the wonder of ideas and words beading
on a long, illustrious chain. Sometimes,
in the sunlight of day, the verdict of my fusilade are only
flowers that leave their fragrance on the page.
I never revealed the spectrum of my soul,
it was made more profound with the stigmata
of the ages. There is a love that is lost,
a paradise somewhere between seeking and
finding; and how long does it take to seek
and find; when it is withheld from me by evil
forces? But I am resilient, as if my patient wisdom
is so well-defined that it leaves me with a premature
revelry, if not a pride in my sincere sacrifice! My generosity
stuck with me despite the urge for outright revenge because of the expansive
selfishness done to me by others! And I held out, even as my
persistence at not forgiving, causes the same evil to
up the ante of its treachery against me in its desperation!
And I am never daunted, that there is more
than one player attempting to checkmate me, and treason me!
And must I ask: who manipulated my maid-cleaner to defraud me?
Who was behind the fire in my apartment block, so that
I had to exit it untimely? Who was behind my doormat being
stolen and my mother’s wheelchair and other stuff from
my apartment cage being burgled? And who was behind the cockroaches
being let loose in the drains of my apartment block,
so that they would crawl their way up to my flat? Really, I have tolerated,
but don’t deceive yourself that I am ignorant. Take a bow
most disgusting Prime Minister Of Australia! You tried to trap me most wickedly
with the Yes Vote! Not to mention all the subsequent attempts by you to demean me!
Remember Kane of Each wanting to get my poems published (for your leverage, not mine)?
Do you have any shame, conscience, and guilt? Do you find yourself sleeping at night
in honesty? Or do you persevere that your cunning is your gumption?
And must you perform your shady morphing, bodygrabbing, and hipswaying
to gain undeserved leverage, as also illegitimately capitalise on my actions and words?
As also feeling no culpability at using my true love against me?
And your most reprehensible treachery against me continuing even now,
along with a hideous hypocrisy and conspiracy without any remorse, so that
you get your evil lease of life and survival! How do the (undeserved) two terms you
begat from my involuntary but dutiful kindness resonate on your conscience!
Or do you just condone your ignoble deplorable faggotty, eunuchy self because of your absence
of ethical substance?! Don’t you think you deserve to be pilloried
for acting in smooth connivance with that ultimation of evil,
Jaiprakash Shetty, (that you both undertook to defraud me)?
Are you ever haunted by your guilt; Or only with the fear that your crimes will catch up on you?
So, you keep continuing your evil exclusion from comeuppance, because nobody else
knows the heinous truth about you besides me, and you just won’t admit or confess it publicly?
I must let you know, that it is not only my pen that is my sword!
You should know from me that the power of my eternal sacrifice can invoke
such damnation and curse on my adversaries, that it can cast them
into the everlasting oblivion of the most abysmal depths!