I was locked in a dream, a consolate dream;
that, though, you were lost to me in this lifetime,
I thought I’d stumble upon you, somehow, in the
alleys of time. As if in cavorting without a touted
aspiration, I’d simply conjure up a fate! That, should
you be in my arms, as my son again! The vainglory
of this aspiration is all but in vain now, and my hoped
for vehicle of love is no longer my recourse. Time is fleet,
and is passing. My age is beyond 61; where does hope stand
when I’m battling for my own survival against an overwhelming
vilest treachery? That I have solemnly devoted my life for the cause
of others, without asking for anything in return! Is my desire of
begetting you only a misconstrued fantasy? Everything was an
enigma in my life; falling in place only for sad realisations!
I did not make much ado about the sacrifice I undertook!
And I did not shed a tear! I am avowedly certain that I do not want
the evil Left (Labor) or that creep Albanese to monopolise you, and transform
my love for you into a demonism! Nor do I want that evil deep sea to take
hold of you! Nor do I want those creepy talons of Prakash Saint Paul to
ransom you against me!!! So must I bequeath my love for you, or hope that
it devolves into my own transmigrated hands, at some point in a future lifetime!