I read a poem about the Moon
How she dances in the night
And holds everything in the sway of darkness?
And I asked myself
If the Moon was holding my disdain?
How much of it could she hold,
And not be submerged in the tide she holds cold?
Does she see the unwelcome sign I flash in bold
to her, be she crescent or crone;
Or Artemis in the dust of her stone?
Gabriel (Idriss) may be Muhammad’s messenger
But not mine; He lied to my Mother of good tidings
My mother who loved me
more than my brother
(the Church tried to snatch her away from me!)
Even though my mother (in this lifetime) gave my brother
all the money that I gave her (I never expressed any rancour at that!)
My brother, who owed so many gambling debts
Was Jesus not subject to the same, so he decamped to India!
Go away Psyche! Don’t try to pretend you are my lover-in-waiting
I have only one love. And I am happy to love her in a distance
if that is what is fated for us!
I have no fondness for the stones flung at me, even the flames that burnt me
But I never feared. It is just that I am 61 or 62!
The suffering is taking its toll on me!
Shame on you Gabriel for your treason against me!!!
I’d rather have a No Moon Age!