I think of departure with words,
A brief, leaving me gasping for more!
And time’s treachery leaves so much abrupt
And the treachery of humanity even more so;
But I think my jetliner must depart…
to some place where I’m not sure I’ll end up
This is a bad start…and a false start…with no finish line!
But I am in a painful atrophy…
with my dissensions against all your dissensions against me!
And I have left it unsaid…even my blogsite speaks with forlorn eyes
It has no tongue to tell you I want to go…when I do not tell you: I want to go!
So, what is left unsaid
becomes a long tiring chain that stitches up my limbs in four places
Now that you know I’m getting increasingly frustrated…
I just won’t tell you of all the evil things done to me
It will only be used against me; and be fertiliser for my enemies, not their pesticide!
And may it also be fodder for my absent friends
Like when you want to do away with your windows,
your television set, your laptop and mobile phone!
And you try to take a deep breath…and you try to believe you still can take it…
When you don’t want to take this shit anymore!
But your options are not the options that you want
So, you want to take the jet liner to no place at all…
Not the beach, not the mountain, not the forest, not the valley!
And you say that your life is about everything going wrong…and you fought so hard
But it is becoming increasingly difficult at your age of 61
And the evil against you is unrelenting!
And the system thinks it can bind you
to its flagpole…telling you it is the only way…the best way!
And you know in your heart and soul; You say:
FUCK THEM! THIS FAKE MATRIX SYSTEM IS WRONG!
BECAUSE, YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN SO RIGHT!!!!
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