Would I, if I wrote a poem that
was brief and was rugbyfied by
too many commas, semi-colons
and full-stops, sound as terse
to the reader as it may be to me? Or a more
derogatory pithy! I can have an entire
mailing list of ideas pinned on the office
board of my study, without crossing
over the page, albeit concise! Would that be enthralling
to the reader or confusingly heavy? Or should I
beat the lines of my page with similes,
alliterations and repetitions, so it is
only boringly sonorous to a reader, who
would only, then, shut out my lines with an
onomatopoeic blast of: Fuck it! Can I figure
out how doe-eyed is pining for recognition?!
I am wondering if it’s a sheer waste of precious
verse in a lifetime if you don’t get any applause
and you silently write away as if keeping a diary
in secrecy! Is the bright lucent star of fortune
blinking at your pursuits as important as a
dewdrop on a leaf of your own gratification?
Is a snowflake of a compliment, nevertheless,
as rewarding as your own slow reading
amid the frustration, that the lights of your life
have come and gone, the page is crumpled,
and now seems like unworthy rhetoric? But you
know better, as you hold on to the lyrics of your soul
like a precious notebook of self-structured jewelry!
And you view the unacknowledging world from the
sacredness of your unnoticed but transcendental window!