Jashmina, I restrained myself for you! But do you have any courage?: A poem 

I think I never told you about my turquoise lips, 

that when parted did not remind you of the deep 

For, in my life, I barely spoke; knowing that speaking 

was an act of betrayal of oneself to the enemy! But I 

thundered like a volcano that could upset the entire  

atmosphere! Word got around that I had divine powers! 

My True Love restrained me from exercising them. Would she 

then be the Delilah exorcising me of them? She was  

preaching restraint? I was patient, even though the blood rose 

over horizons of self-restraint in anger; and ebbed in painful sublimity. 

The things I did for love! I copped so much suffering; undertook so 

much sacrifice for her? Jashmina, do you see what I put up with for you? 

Do you think you can tell me that I have no idea of the age catching  

up on me without truth and justice manifesting or how the evil has  

gotten away with their murders against me because of my love for you 

and my following your cautionary advice? Evil Prakash seems to be offering  

me an illusory blank cheque now, when all else of his treachery has failed! 

I wish to tear it to shreds and fling it at his face with the brief salutation of: 

GET LOST! GET OUT OF MY LIFE! Jashmina, must I say you failed me 

because you lacked courage to call out the evil working against me!  

Do you know how Albanese got away with his crimes against me, while I suffered in 

silence! Shame on him! He has no shame, no guilt, no conscience! He won’t even 

resign with remorse over his culpability! I feel perfectly enraged(!) wishing the  

tempests of the winds crisscrossing Olympus Mons, sweep across space like disastrous  

Martian winds to envelope Earth and bring the world to see what it should see.  

Sometimes, it takes utter destruction and apocalyptic catastrophe to make  

civilisation come to its senses! Jashmina, would you understand me better if you,  

yourself, felt the pain and torture and immense suffering I went through for you!!!! 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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