Camino solo, pero no soy solitario!: A poem

(I walk alone but I am not lonely)

Why was God the Father (Godfather) made avuncular

to his Queen in your dictum? Is there any victory

for the Jacobites who have fallen continually to dust?

And I am cast in aspersions for the fact of the matter that

is assumed to be my whingeing. There are too many demons

who look like good men in the folly of this age! Would I

be considered to be trying to reverse that, if I made you all

realise that?! It is sinful for me to be sedentary in a pensionable age,

is it? I got my senior’s card but I really think I am as much a superior to

you all as much as senior, never mind if my duty took away all my rights

to a vacation! I have objectified truth instead of love, even if

both love and truth can be demeaned by evil abducting them!

Sometimes, your (my) means of subsistence are made so despicable

to you (me) that you (I) wish not to belong, not to love, so as not to step

(drop dead) in the faultlines that you (me) yourself (myself)  have drawn

(and promptly manipulated by evil to make it your (my) pitfall)!

Is aloneness a sort of smugness, or is it a wistful incandescence

that makes you see that in dismissing everyone, you can silently

make everyone happy! If love is meant to be swept under the carpet

like a truth that should never be stumbled upon by evil? Yet, didn’t

they try to glean the truth from Jacques du Molay through torture?!

So, let evil have the truth, so that it (the truth) becomes a lie in God’s eyes!

You know, I am smiling, smiling, smiling, against all the lechery, against

all the inconsiderate ruthless treachery; Is speaking out an incontinence?

Never mind! Let it be! Service to humanity is as much as being passive

as pronounced. Let the media fabricate their pansy propaganda! If that is

meant to be! Let it be! I thought I lived to tell the uniqueness against

the mundaneness! But let that go! There is a happiness in the (my) aloneness,

if that goes to make everybody destined to be free from the evil!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

Leave a comment