What should I say is wisdom?: A poem

Sometimes, I think that I am alone in the neighbourhood,

like all my neighbours disappeared behind closed doors,

and when they reappeared I’d see them like shadows on

the walls, devoid of substance or undeserving of  mutual reciprocity.

No, there is no insanity on the streets, only a bipolarism, I suspect!

For, haven’t they discovered that we are all centres of the Universe,

bereft of leg space. So, aren’t we fond of kicking out each other

in the isolation of social media? Wouldn’t fake skin rubber dolls,

malleably responding to your fantasy, make better bed partners?!

Wait for the day AI will be telling you how to have sex or to choose what

act is its fancy for you. I only hope against hope that AI is not Al as

in Allah, defrauding us all in disguises of viscous viciousness!!! If we

could change all the patterns with a new condescension – like having birds

bound to the brooks, and fish stuck to the sky. And mammalic Man broken

in barbecues of  singularity between a nervous system and a machine part, a lung and

a loaned lexicon, a world that would be without a womb. I thought your

science was far removed from reality, but now it is endeavouring to replace all reality!

I have a token of acknowledgement for progress, even if there is more poverty now

than many ages before, and there is certainly more poverty of spirit. But I can’t see

how?! If you can talk about the times the Mongol hordes swept across

the world and raped, rapined and ravaged? How would your ghost feel

so helpless, after you were unceremoniously murdered, only to see your

womenfolk being raped and single mothered and rendered slaves?

Who started the fire, and what keeps burning, and what keeps cooking?

I want to take a leaf out of the Universal book and learn pristine wisdom,

if I would even be a fathom consoled or filled with realisation and awareness

with that! Would I cease feeling like a pensive pensioner if I had a little

sporadic wisdom? Are we missing out on something our forefathers

unequivocally possessed? Were there not lost pockets in antiquity that had

some of that amphorously inherent wisdom? I just don’t like the term

Aquamarine as of now, even if it’s been secretly touted that this world is

a submarine, (yellow?)! I die as I live, and I may be valiant, but I still don’t think

I like the idea of being stoned to death or burnt at the stake, like I was in

past lifetimes. I am neither Christian, nor Pagan, nor heretic to my devout

sensibilities, but I have learnt to believe that God has his own wisdom, even

if it seems inimical to Leftists and Communists! So, I won’t end with what you may

all be waiting for – my stating adherently: Peace be with you all! No! Not for hypocrites!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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