Why is God waiting? Is there justice in unforgiveness?: A poem

Did I take the bridge between the profanities of this world

and the sacred, where I find myself on a hill at the circumference,

like Moses at the juncture of the telling code, being spelt from

the bushfire, when he becomes spitfire to break the golden calf

and spiro his Supernal legacies, if he had found the magic to emerge into

the divine from the realism, like Metatron’s cube, in its thirteen

circles, would I say twelve dimensions?! Were even the secrets of the

Kaballah (the book of brightness) an enlightenment, later formed among

the Ashkenazi, as an inheritance from those who wrote the Book of

Creation and the Book of Thrones, that let it be known – Geodeter

had long already allegorised his mysteries in the alphabet and numbers?!

I am just a seeker of truths in the mystic hallways of ethereal time,

not confounded by the linear time, because I was born to dance to remember,

and not to forget (like the rest of you)! So, do I know the deceit and lies, as

an infernal embellishment that stuck like rancid glue to the vestments of

learning, if you could wind the fraud that existed from the countless millennia

exploding  from the first spark, and thread it back to the original source, the spool

of intricate, primordial wisdom . Thus, should I struggle against the tide and yet,

be sublime! Like a simple cascade of wind to rock the emporium of untruths. If patience

and restraint be a singular weapon against infliction and infiltration? Or have I so failed –

to prompt Universal disdain, that my bequeathal be nothing but a desecrated,

destroyed edifice; that virtue and integrity are appropriated to the dust of providence.

So,  candour be ignored  in times when we cease to discern: Since  the upright

Judas the Sicarii was given infamy, when the self-proclaimed Jesus was given

Godhood, when the liar Saint Paul was given Papal pre-eminence, when the

ignorant Saint Peter was given the keys, when the vociferous magician Simon Magus

was given notoriety, when the rallying John the Baptist was beheaded, and the truly Godly James the Just was given oblivion!

Who can tell the truths of the New Age among the decoys, the sacrificial

lambs, the scapegoats, and those that emerged triumphant? Is it time to

make the change or endeavour a shift? Would then Egypt dawn on us again? Or do we

slip back to an Arian austerity, where Israel would not be a mere corner? Or who is to decide

that we avow to jump over the Moon, leaving Psyche in unilluminated shadows?!

Does Allah actually love the Lunar feminine and does he swear intifada or Salaam?

When did Shalom ever begin (did it ever?)? Did Melchizedek only break the bread

and drink the wine (like Jesus of the Piscean Pacifism), only that there were Abrahamic wars

for all posterity? And are the Zadokites the custodians of veracity, in their

rigourous allegiance to Zadok, Melchizedek and Elyon ( the most high)(?); or

have they failed and been vanquished by the realm full of Levites, who have

gone astray in their mundane worship of material pursuits, to make us all

so ordinary and devoid of spirit in a worldliness that is stupendous in its vacuousness!

Why is God, then, waiting? Should we expect him to be condoning and forgiving, or unforgiving and violently Armageddon?!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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