I won’t be a shadow of myself, despite all the wicked shadow play!!: A poem 

If my words could hang on a   clotheshorse, then, what would  my poetry be? Would it be an ode  to the sterile laundromat or a   lyric to dirty linen? I don’t even   wash my hands regularly (too often); I think it is  the guilty, who indulge in that pastime!  I, sometimes, feel like a beast bestowed  with belligerence. You know when too   much injusticeContinue reading “I won’t be a shadow of myself, despite all the wicked shadow play!!: A poem “

Am I O(!) so brave…!: A poem 

Back in school – was I so brave?  Even as I remember counting  the strands of the universe  to recollect my past lives! Is bravery  acquired(?)… or does it need to be  remembered, retrieved from the   flakes of your gene pool, DNA or RNA? I just  think this world is not conditioned  to understand bravery!Continue reading “Am I O(!) so brave…!: A poem “

Mother, if I found you again…Of course, I will: A poem 

Someday, I may percolate  like a distillation, into the   substance-quotient of a remarkable  chemical gravity! And then, I will  know that I am not merely residual,  but the entire process of transformation  Itself! This endlessness of it, being my   alchemy. And you can see at every  end, the Phoenix rises for a new  beginning. It isContinue reading “Mother, if I found you again…Of course, I will: A poem “

If I advocated for myself, it was only in vitrescent!: A poem 

I discovered I couldn’t bite the wind  with my teeth; but I could swallow  it gustily into my lungs! I discovered  I became altogether ambidextrous  with my penchant for nothingness!  It is as if by accident you realise your  abilities are more than what they seemed   to even yourself; like circumstantial evidence  that speaks volumes of your being, no mere brick wall, Continue reading “If I advocated for myself, it was only in vitrescent!: A poem “

You know, I walked through life like a phantom…: A poem 

You know I walked through life  like a phantom in an opera  revolting against their validation of me  in silent reprisal! There was always  that salient guerilla warfarer in me;  seemingly truant, seemingly absconding  from their imposing measures on me!!  You know the swamps want to amplify  the message to me…that I have no  recourse to anything or anyone, but  toContinue reading “You know, I walked through life like a phantom…: A poem “

If I were unable, I am still capable, only reluctant…:A poem 

(Look how Albanese is pretending that he is losing…only to capitalise and bodygrab, the morphing creep!)  Somebody told me that I look so  arbutus arabesque in my simple visage.  And, all of a sudden, I feel all that   propositioning coming whistling back at me;  which I don’t intend to follow. Like  I feel so stable, steady, like an undulating  AC/ DC current electrifyingContinue reading “If I were unable, I am still capable, only reluctant…:A poem “

What is homesickness, nostalgia…?: A poem 

There are somethings I am nostalgic about,  and other things that I am not! They say,  the immensity and intensity of India can never  be forgotten, even if foregone. There is something  indefinitive about being Indian, that cuts you out as  Brown, right from toe to crown! Remember, those old   school notebook covers? How brown they were?   IContinue reading “What is homesickness, nostalgia…?: A poem “

A matter of migration and Mum: A poem 

I walked the streets of my neighbourhood,  in Mumbai, along with friends; and we often  went picnicking on the beachfront, sharing  cigarettes, and birthday parties! We were a   thick group, but didn’t realise how casually   we fell apart!  I had no sustained pattern of   loyalties, allegiances (but for one particular friend);  Even patriotism was a dim word only refreshed at  the 15th of AugustContinue reading “A matter of migration and Mum: A poem “

This, my oath and missive: A poem 

(Trump, strange negative things have been happening to my body with those two injections, it is a long list I cannot enumerate! Thank you. Must I bear the consequences for other people’s sins! And must I not take my own recourse to revenge(!) and continue to persevere to be patient at my own cost!)  These bridges I will never burn, these beaten paths trodden  The famished soul soContinue reading “This, my oath and missive: A poem “

Mum, where do I begin…?: A poem 

Mum, where do I begin?  Where does a story begin?  Its fated tale ingrained in the stones of the sky…  Where do I pick up the threads, then…?  …in the past of this lifetime?  …or in a further past? For convenience,  I’ll stick to the lines of this lifetime!  You lost your father at six  to the seas of the Atlantic! Continue reading “Mum, where do I begin…?: A poem “