I think of my options, after much patience and restraint!: A poem 

The evil thief and treacheriser took all that was mine. 

In his hand, his rapining blade was his lease, his lifeline! 

God lived in spaces, heretofore, sublime! His cup was grail, 

and, in it, the swirling juices were divine! And such was  

misfortune, couldn’t call a free tune. Not even honey was  

sweet taste, when all was taken too soon! Job would rather  

be a hob(o) than be married to the mob! Such ignominy, that  

I couldn’t even call my own name; it resonated beyond the  

horizon, in enemy territory, and became their game!  

Should I know that truest love was no benevolent blessing  

from above. Neither raven of death was she, nor dove of love, 

But what she can often be is a deceit to still my glove! Should 

I think that cloak and dagger all came with push and shove? The  

seas can have their groundswell, but my land needs not a water-well! 

And I am much the first space, please take a look at my face! 

It was not only a lost race, but also much too much stolen light 

and grace! This first point and Adam Kadmon, subjected to the 

most evil base! Each limb torn apart from limb; but memory never  

went dim! O Mum and Dad, what did we own and have? O true love,  

was it just a (for hausfraus) costume drag? O pets, see (!) the treacherous was  

the fag! O siblings, do you reckon I did lie and brag?! Do you think I am cushioning my  

conditions for my convenience? Am I also not unconditional coherence? 

Yet, I am hardly a yogi with yuletide yoghurt, even if no pundit with posture! 

See, my armies were undone by treason, inquisition and witch-hunt. So, I  

don’t wallow in compassion or peace-pipe punt! I am no plaudit of libidinous 

shaggers of injustice; I am, in fact, an audit on saboteurs of justice! 

Then, do you think I deserve to fall at every call? Should I not, then,  

call up my own powers to strike down all those fallacious towers tall? 

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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