Is love better at waiting…?: A poem

I am gasping-smiling-pining, waiting for the ships

Even if I can create the magic at my fingertips

Yes, there were marriage vows made at the onset

How can I, then, be blamed for thinking it never gets better as it gets!

Yet, pain doesn’t daunt the journeyperson at the makeshift picnics amid the illness

The flower of treasure in abstractions feels like the worthiest promise

I am silent and unquiet like a wind over a mountain-source brook

It fills me with amazement at you; look what we gave and took!

Your minerals fill my veins like a flow of crystal honey

And despite the clouds of scepticism, I just as well may think it’s sunny

I am on a slow river making its way towards beginnings and ends

expecting the Universe to open out and that space, time and light bend(s)!

There is gravity; even my eyes fall out of my face with hope

I am filled with much joy, still, that we are invisibly tied together by destiny’s rope!

I have made my vows in a Paradise, in each of solitude’s sun-setting bight

Like an aging lover who only wishes for eternity’s requite

And I can tell you that we are not coloured white

Purity is lucid, and `white’ (Alba) is not the colour of sunlight

I am not going to oath that destiny may just as well might

make all those treacherous ones take the flight into eternal blight!

Published by montecyril

Hi, I am Monte Cyril Rodrigues and live in Melbourne, Australia. I am a retired journalist. I have been diagnosed with schizophrenia. I've had voices and visions all my life. I think it is a spiritual experience, my doctors think otherwise. I am a deeply spiritual person and keep having experiences with otherworldly realms.

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